Fresh as the Day She was Born.

Fresh as the Day She was Born.


i have a bit of help from one friend
for which i'm so grateful

my doubts always leds me to painful thoughts
i can't cry about it
maybe if i did, i would feel better
and in turn have less doubt
maybe

if i work on the problems that seem to be at the root
of my present doubts
will i just create more doubts?

i strongly suspect my feelings are going deeper
than i want them to

i've been introduced to a new circle of people
more like invited...i think
i don't know what to make of it
quite intelligent people
i was a bit intimidated
i think he intimidates me
it's exciting on the one hand
sad on the other
i wonder if it's all in my head
if nothing else i may have a new true friend
i always welcome that