Wistfully yours...

she is work in progress

Side note; this was actually done a few days ago...but i accidentally put it it in the wrong blog...duh!)

okay so i watch this sony bravia commercial...not the paint one... the bouncy balls one...and i realize i have this song...oh yeah jose gonzalez

it's strange from when i first heard that song it would put me in this mood
tranquil...wistful

this time wistful is the main thing

so i'm thinking ...
What do i Want?
like make a Goal
you seem to be Trying
and Yearning for Things
and have been Forced out of situations recently
but no real Self Propelled Movement
i've attempted...but i'm not seeing external Progress
though much internal motion is occuring

so again what do i want?
put it out there
now
and that is what this is
me putting it out there

it started with watching san francisco
and realizing i've wanted to go
and haven't been
also i've wanted to go to hawaii and the mediterreanean spain and portugal as well
haven't been
then the internal nay saying starts
and i'm like well you also want your masters...right?
yes
then you can't do it all...
well jeez why not?
not like i'm asking (still all internal mind you)
for the impossible
like set a date
give yourself a goal

okay then 40
what do you want before you are 40?
i want my masters in fine art or photography
i want to visit san fran, hawaii, spain, portugal, italy and greece
i want a boyfriend
i want to be good healthy size for me
*whispers to self* what size?
okay 12-14
i'll be happy with that
and i want to make 6 figures.

okay then
now will i do it?